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[delga]

I swear to god that it's like fighting an uphill battle sometimes. You wake up and the first thing you say to yourself is Not now, please, not now. And even then, you can feel it creeping up on you in silence.

It's just a reminder that I have a lot to do before I go back to school next Thursday and that I really, really need to pass this year. What worries me more is the fact that I know that I'm cyclical; I know when to expect the giddies and that's usually at the beginning of the summer holidays. I'm marginally worried that they've come later this year - namely, now. This is very, very frustrating.

Old habits die hard, though - Denza called :o) And then sometime around 12, someone else called (*argh*) and it was like they'd never left; never abandoned me. Oh, btw, hugest round of applause (love and kisses too) to Denz who --did we ever doubt it?-- got five As! Woo! This is what I get for being friends with a genius. Sigh.

So, today I plan to get things done-- no, really, I do. My psychology write up has to be done. I know that. So I should really just sit down and do it. Eng. Lit is causing bubbles to rise in my stomach because I'm supposed to have re-read my text and made notes and essay titles already and I haven't. Also, my second text hasn't come through from the US yet and I haven't even looked for my alternate second text. I'm not happy; in fact, I'm distinctly nervous. On top of that, I need to re-watch the DemCon speeches and make notes on body language and I have to write that stupid persoanl statement.

O god.