{ she needs not to need }

[delga]

So, at this point, I'm 2,000 (very slow) words into this fic and I've just realised that there's no way this is going to work so I'm going to have to go back and fill in the blanks. Telling the exposition in retrospect is a dumb way of trying to make a non-linear story linear. I need to go back and start at the beginning so that this bitch is chronological. And I have to remember that Sam isn't as loathsome as the new character thinks and that Dean isn't subtle at all.

ARGH.

Anyway, we're 2,000 words in and now they're in the car, and they're going to the same they started at except I have no idea why. Which is dumb because I know what I want to have happen. So I need to rewind and fill in the gaps. Which is...sigh. Which is tiring. But will be worth it, I hope.