{ in and out of consciousness; it breaks my heart to see you like this. }

Oh god, I have been awake for FOREVER. It is almost 6am; I've been up since 4.45. It is so WARM right now. Don't get me wrong, I like the sun, but I also love the breeze. Of which we have had none. I slept okay until about 4am when my temperature rocketed, as it does. (Sidenote: this is a thing my body has taken to doing; rapidly throwing up and turning down my core temp. Normally it just makes me sick and unable to stand. Today it would. not. let. me. sleep.) Oh god.

Also, in about an hour I will be on a bus, trying to not be anxious about catching the direct train. Hi, life, what the hell.

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Tonight is the Ashes to Ashes finale. I am excited! Considering two weeks ago all I'd seen was the most recent series, I feel I have come a long way. Nothing has persuaded me to watch Life on Mars yet, and if that show's legion of fans continues on the way it has done since ever, nothing will. But tumblr could tip my hand yet, who knows.

I am also excited because there are so many finales right now and I am sort of relieved about this! ( LOOK, FANDOMS, WE NEED TO TALK. etc. )

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Yesterday we were going to go to the cinema but (predictably) The Dad didn't want to go. So instead we went out to eat! Huh. That was great, actually, and also something different. It was a nice evening, in the sense that the weather was just right, and there was a bit of a breeze, and it was still light out at 9pm.

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Guys, I love Kingdom of Heaven. I just do. Maybe it is long-winded. Maybe y'all dislike seeing Orlando Bloom with some weight (I do not). Maybe it just bores the shit out of you. But I love it. It is so perfect in its grandiosity. There is so much sand! There are many swords! I-- I have a thing. It's true. I am not ashamed. Bring me swashbucklers and mead drinkers. Who could ask for more?

And also, yeah, I may have rewatched King Arthur at some point. Pfft.