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[delga]

Firstly, the shallow: I love Numb3rs to an irrational degree. Colby's whole Megan/Larry deal was a little irritating? Just because he came across an ass. But he likes her, I guess. (Also, they're not even trying to cover up Diane's pregnancy anymore; there's that scene on the bridge where it's centre-shot.) Don is insanely cute sometimes, as is Larry whose belief in glowing expressions made the night. ♥

In other news, I didn't get a whole lot done today. I did find out something that disappoints me. In the aftermath of an argument, I stopped speaking to someone who no longer believes me to be their friend - to the degree that they feel I'm a fraud. This upsets and hurts me deeply. I don't hate her, or think she's a bitch, I just think she's misguided and has some serious self-esteem issues which I probably threatened in our last argument. I probably should have contacted her after the argument, but I'm proud, too, and I didn't see any reason to apologise. I still don't. Anyway, that friendship is obviously at an end. I wish her luck, obviously, with whatever she does, and I'm sad that it's come to this of all the stupid things, but I think this actually works out to be worse for her than it does me. Maybe I'm being bitter, but I really feel like I put more into that relationship than she did. I'm just very upset.

I'm going to do that close notation of Casablanca now. Earlier I had to read the core text just to jot down the primaries of what I have to do. If anyone is up, feel free to SkypeChat/MSN/email me and distract me.